I'm so nervous because I'm going to be starting school in the next two weeks, at Central Adult School for the program "Certified Nurse Assistant". The anticipation of going to school and being a mother to daughter Autumn is going to be a challenge but very rewarding.
I want to work with Children in health care and that is a big dream of mine. The challenge I will be taking as wanting to transition myself from being a stay- at- home mom to a work mom is going to be scary in the future. Especially me being a single-mom and that is a challenge in itself. I want to get a divorce and i need to start trying to file sometime in the near future so I'm currently separated.
Autumn turned 3 over the weekend and it was really beautiful she got to go to pismo beach. We ate cupcakes and had crunch bars and she got to open her presents.
Whimsical Artist in the Making!
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
Moments that are the most precious!
I'm up in the wee hours thinking about cleaning up my Ethereal apartment that i share with daughter Autumn. I know this month i got to get really organized. Like throw away a lot of things and get rid of a lot of junk. I've notice that i have an obsession with candles but do not like burning them it's like I'm burning a piece of me. I do burn candles when i feel the urge to write like I'm doing now.
I think in the future I want to get into Candle-making and doll-making with daughter Autumn. I love to create with her especially when she paints i love seeing her child like Ethereal lyrical abstraction that explode on her artist construction paper. She is 2 in half and in a couple of days she will be turning one my most favorite favorite numbers the number i so reluctantly born which is the third "3" three to me is the most mystical number. This a throwback picture of Autumn at 4 months old.
3 & 7 is my numbers.
Autumn's father is born on the 7th of the month so he now loves the numbers 3 & 7 and these number's also belong to Autumn in Numerology so she represents the number 3 & 7 and 12. I also love the number 12 because of her it's such a powerful number also.
I now can't wait to buy my Nikon d5100.
I wanted to do mixed- media art but i do feel more suited to do it in the month of March i feel march is more dreamy and rainy and i want to work when it rains more outside to create painting's.
I think that is why I can't wait to move to Portland, Oregon.
I've been wanting to move there since late 2010 that city is calling to me i love the independence and the art scene. My art scene which is Mixed- Media Artist just creative people in general.
I want to focus on my Nikon point and Shoot photography this month and reading Mixed-Media artist books i bought and boy did i buy a lot of books from Susan Tuttle, Katie Kendrick,Misty Mawn and Kelly Rae Roberts. I also bought expressive photography and some Francesca Lia Block books 1 on Ebook and 1 book that should be shipped out either Friday or Monday the 13th.
I also need to really study and take math very serious and learn it from the basic all over again until i get really good in Algebra 2 this is my goal so i have a lot of work to get done.
I need to study for a driver's license, get myself prepared for March 5th i start the beginning of my Nursing Career which start Certified nurse Assistant classes which is from March 5th, 2012 to May 31st, 2102 and i want to dedicate my mind to my heavenly father to getting me through this journey and learning everything i don't know at all.
I think in the future I want to get into Candle-making and doll-making with daughter Autumn. I love to create with her especially when she paints i love seeing her child like Ethereal lyrical abstraction that explode on her artist construction paper. She is 2 in half and in a couple of days she will be turning one my most favorite favorite numbers the number i so reluctantly born which is the third "3" three to me is the most mystical number. This a throwback picture of Autumn at 4 months old.
3 & 7 is my numbers.
Autumn's father is born on the 7th of the month so he now loves the numbers 3 & 7 and these number's also belong to Autumn in Numerology so she represents the number 3 & 7 and 12. I also love the number 12 because of her it's such a powerful number also.
I now can't wait to buy my Nikon d5100.
I wanted to do mixed- media art but i do feel more suited to do it in the month of March i feel march is more dreamy and rainy and i want to work when it rains more outside to create painting's.
I think that is why I can't wait to move to Portland, Oregon.
I've been wanting to move there since late 2010 that city is calling to me i love the independence and the art scene. My art scene which is Mixed- Media Artist just creative people in general.
I want to focus on my Nikon point and Shoot photography this month and reading Mixed-Media artist books i bought and boy did i buy a lot of books from Susan Tuttle, Katie Kendrick,Misty Mawn and Kelly Rae Roberts. I also bought expressive photography and some Francesca Lia Block books 1 on Ebook and 1 book that should be shipped out either Friday or Monday the 13th.
I also need to really study and take math very serious and learn it from the basic all over again until i get really good in Algebra 2 this is my goal so i have a lot of work to get done.
I need to study for a driver's license, get myself prepared for March 5th i start the beginning of my Nursing Career which start Certified nurse Assistant classes which is from March 5th, 2012 to May 31st, 2102 and i want to dedicate my mind to my heavenly father to getting me through this journey and learning everything i don't know at all.
Friday, January 20, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Fairy Child "Autumn"
I'm so happy right now with my daughter Autumn she just amazes me everyday. I was reading to her today and she pointed out everything with each story i was reading to her which was "A Dignity of Dragons","Naughty Toes" and "Oscar In The Mooncats".
What I'm getting about Autumn lately is that she loves for me to interact to her every move and with that I'm learning her needs and wants as a mother to her.
Being a mom has taught me so much in the last year to go deep inside myself and say what do i want to teach Autumn so she can know who she is as a person. Patience is all i can sum it up and that is the most treasure to have with your child is "Patience" and that is love.
I'm currently homeschooling Autumn I'm teaching her ABC's,Colors,Shapes and Numbers and even having her draw with her makers on a daily bases to her get her penmanship on the straight foot.
Next month i want to get some tracing books for her academic level which is Preschool.
I can't believe she will be 3yrs old next month "February 12th" its going by so fast, just yesterday it seemed that she was a precious newborn. Astrologers never lied what they said about an Aquarius Child this is what they said lol.
Your Aquarian is a humanitarian and as such, they hate to sell out on their principles.
Do not try to make them conform to society’s cookie cutter lifestyle. Do not be
surprised when your teenager explains to you that they get bad grades because they
do not like being dictated to by a teacher who is not as intelligent as they are.
If a teacher comes across as less then humane, they will boycott learning from them.
That teacher is simply not worthy of the honor of being their teacher. You are
going to have to teach them that sometimes our bosses, politicians, and other authority
figures are not as intelligent as we would like them to be. The key is helping them
to find a way to work within the system while still maintaining their personal sense
of dignity. Remind them that life is a game. All games have rules and challenges
or else they are too easy to keep our attention
This is how is feels raising my daughter Autumn who i adore so much.
What I'm getting about Autumn lately is that she loves for me to interact to her every move and with that I'm learning her needs and wants as a mother to her.
Being a mom has taught me so much in the last year to go deep inside myself and say what do i want to teach Autumn so she can know who she is as a person. Patience is all i can sum it up and that is the most treasure to have with your child is "Patience" and that is love.
I'm currently homeschooling Autumn I'm teaching her ABC's,Colors,Shapes and Numbers and even having her draw with her makers on a daily bases to her get her penmanship on the straight foot.
Next month i want to get some tracing books for her academic level which is Preschool.
I can't believe she will be 3yrs old next month "February 12th" its going by so fast, just yesterday it seemed that she was a precious newborn. Astrologers never lied what they said about an Aquarius Child this is what they said lol.
So, you are raising an Aquarius child… boy do you have your work cut out for you!
Aquarius children are ruled by the same planet that rules electricity and group
activities. These kids are popular and funny. They are natural leaders not from
a place of wanting to lead but from a natural charisma, that simply attracts followers.
They are eccentric and pride themselves on being unique individuals. These are
the kids who not only pull the household electronics apart just to see how they work
but can also put them back together again. Do not be surprised if your vacuum cleaner
or VCR works even better after they finish exploring the inner workings. Aquarius
children are extremely intelligent and use that intelligence to create daily adventures
for themselves. You had better be on your toes. This is not a mild mannered child
content to sit sweetly by your side calmly coloring in their color books. This is
an action packed fun filled adventure loving best friend to all children and animals
that cross their paths.
The hardest thing about parenting an Aquarius child is understanding the way they
seem to love independence and flying by the seat of their pants, but at the same
time they are very stubborn and set in their ways. They have little routines that
they hate to have broken. It is difficult for a lot of people to understand that
the reason they can stretch beyond their comfort zone and jump out of trees or go
sky diving is because they follow the same exact routine every single morning. They
get up at 6am, shower at 6:10am, eat breakfast at 6:35am, organize their schoolbooks
into their backpack at 6:45am, brush their teeth at 6:50am and are out the door at
exactly 7am. Watch closely and you will find they have these little routines woven
into their day. If you can teach your Aquarius child to at least laugh at themselves
for their attachment to these little routines, then it will help them to not be so
emotional about it. Do not try to stop them from having their routines though; it
gives them their deepest sense of security so that they can go where no man has gone
before to explore the great unknown universe and all of its cool little quirks.
Aquarius children are natural class clowns. They love making people laugh and hanging
out with friends more then any other sign. You would think that a great way to discipline
Aquarius children is to ground them so that they are not allowed to go outside to
play with their friends. That’s true, but you will find that even if you ground
them to their bedrooms and forbid them to play with their toys, including their computers
and game stations, that they will be more then happy to bury themselves away in their
rooms reading their favorite adventure stories. Since reading is so good for them,
it is hard to take their books away from them, but do not be surprised if they are
not overly depressed at the idea of spending a few days alone curled up with a good
book.
The best way to get an Aquarius child to stop doing something is to sit down with
them and really explain to them the reasons why you want them to stop. If you talk
to them as intelligent beings and do not throw in any silly double standards, then
they will usually decide for themselves that your rules have merit and will embrace
the rules from their own belief systems. The one thing that will never sway an Aquarius
child is to simply say, “Because I said so” or to say, “Because it’s the law.” Even
if they keep their thoughts to themselves, you will be able to see by the look on
their faces that they are thinking to themselves, “Yeah, so.”
This is how is feels raising my daughter Autumn who i adore so much.
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